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Aversions

by Forsythia

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What was expected of me was so far beyond my reach. I could barely get myself to believe life was worth living. Every step I took forward became a wasted effort. My reflection not reflecting your face, but you still kept me off the streets. I am thankful for all that you've done, but you're responsible for what I've become. The tide has rose above my head, it surprises me that I'm not dead. I'm not afraid to die, I'll peacefully rest my eyes on the sky. I'm afraid of leaving behind the ones who have kept me alive.
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Drifter 04:16
You're letting them walk all over you, why do you let them drag you down? Is it too fucking hard to decide for yourself? Follow. You've buried your dreams. The life you're living feels like a waste, because you're wasting it. Continue this way and you will be nothing. 6 feet deep with all that you knew. Ignore these words, will you ever fucking learn? Will you ever learn? Look where you are, alone, destroyed by reality. You've lived a lie, you live as if you're ready to die. You let your "friends" take your life. Decay alone, no one is by your side. There is no one to blame, just yourself. Why is it so hard for you to understand? You're the reason why you're in so much pain. You suffer because of you. Your weakness is that you will never accept the truth
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CONTROL 04:29
Exist, exposing the empty hallways of your mind. Don't think, you're anything of worth. You'll never escape yourself. Push the needle through your skin, let the addiction begin. Such a waste of a human life, you can't even look me in the eye. Your assurance holds no weight, youre not capable of setting this straight. Surrounded by substance, you will never win this way. I know that I'm not perfect, But why should I feel like a hypocrite? Drugs do not run my life. I'm in control, You're being controlled. You steal from who you call family. To feed your.. Addiction You are fucking spineless, a careless fucking liar. You're dirt underneath my feet, reminding me of what it's like to live in defeat. Losing what's left of your soul, letting go of what matters the most. You've lost sight of this world. Push that needle through your skin, let the addiction begin. Such a waste of life. Your assurance holds no weight, you're not capable of setting this straight. Surrounded by substance, your life is just a memory.
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If you could witness this moment for yourself you'd see why I think you're pathetic. You need to observe your life first hand, analyze yourself, see that you're not a man. I am so sick of the self pity, tired of hearing your bitching. You're wasting my time, I'm wasting my breath. You are a fucking hypocrite. Convinced that there's no need for change. Instead you choose to remain the same, what do you hope to get out of this? Only a fool would live this way.. You're driving me so fucking insane, constantly stressing about things you will never change. I don't feel sorry for you, you let life beat you black and blue. You question the meaning of this life, unsure of why you're trying to stay alive. Questioning if there's someone to save you, hoping your father will hear your cries. These questions have consumed your mind, I can see that you're tired of life. It's only a matter of time before you put an end to your existence. It's clear that you don't care anymore, it's clear that you hate this world. Give up, pretend that this life has been so cruel. You act like this doesn't bother you, I can see that you're afraid. Nothing but a coward.

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released May 17, 2014

Rodney zuber - Vocals
Cody nelson -Guitar, clean vocals
Olas Gardner - Guitar
Cameron moore - Bass


We would also like to thank
Justin seymour - Skyline studios
Dylan moore - contributing vocals
Andrew Gonzales - Past member
Kyle "jellybean" Jellerson - Past member
Fred "the swan" Swanstrum - Past member

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